Tonight I Want to Live and, the debut pamphlet from Ryan Norman, explores how we might know ourselves through the violence of sport. From the brutality of boxing to the repetition of swimming, he seeks to examine the connection between the physicality of these activities and their capacity to shape our identities. Norman also attempts to understand the body's place in the natural world, how we connect with our own bodies and with those of others, and how the body can be a site of pain and sacrament. This is a collection where we can learn to see what we have not seen and to feel what we have not felt.