This book is a representation of who Barbara once was. I used slang words in my story to depict the true essence of the younger Barbara, who at an early age was handled in a way that took the tears right out of her eyes.

You will go on this journey with me and see how God brought me through all my pain. I went through things unimaginable until one day my tears dried up and They Don't Fall, Tears.

The pain I felt is in every word i wrote to express the deepness of my pain. I am not her any longer, but I do not apologize for where I came from. Therefore, I dedicate this book to the younger me. I made it out and I am forever grateful to God for another chance to get it right.

My childhood took away my tears

My first husband left me broken

My second husband made me second guess myself

Today I am living my life.... GOD'S WAY!